Monday, September 27, 2010
Dancing bears, painted wings.
Things I almost remember.
And a song someone sings,
Once upon a December.Recently, I've been thinking alot about my past.
I don't know why.
And sometimes..
Don't you just wonder..
Where all them old friends and ex-es went to?
How they moved on / progressed in life?
Where they are now?
I was thinking about all these things..
And most of the time, I was sad when I looked back.
I keep thinking..
"
If I / whoever else had acted in another way, things would have been so different."
And yet on the other hand,
I wish I could wipe it all away and make it a clean slate.
Make my
mind a clean slate.
And everytime I see pictures of games I used to play,
or old friends who are long gone from my life,
I cringe. Really badly.And then I quickly exit from that page before my memories return.
I guess now that I think about it,
since I
cringe,
I must be quite unhappy that I went through all that.
Or maybe it's because everything turned out to be a waste of time.
But hey,
I learned valuable life values along the way.
So once again, hmmmm.
Maybe going through all that isn't so bad after all.
How does someone start a post with a );
and end it with a
:) on her face?
:)!!
