Thursday, May 27, 2010
yeah, i know i havent blogged in awhile. but well, i was busy.
hmmmm, datelines were approaching [then] and well, other stuff happened. *shrugs*
but anyway, datelines are over,
mid-sem grades are out, and exams are next week.
hummm, yeah i should be studying.
for some reason, im going out everyday.
but at least i get to squeeze in some studying time...
...though i didnt get to study today, i managed to have a talk with Amelia and i'll be doing discipleship later, so i can't wait!
and and, we're having Net tomorrow!
i really reeeally wish that we could have it twice a week..
but well, most of the time my opinions are just me. *shrugs*
anyway,
i managed to find my future group for Sem 2, and i cannot CANNOT wait for school to start!
holidays are like.. a month or so.. so Urgh.
...yeah i dont like holidays. too much temptation.
I NEED TO GET OUT EVERYDAY!!! BUT NO INCOME WILL BE COMING IN!!!
SO WHAT DO I DO WITH NO CASH ON HAND???
...stay at home.
that's right, and then it reinstates my point of having too much temptation. [at home]
well, if you knew me you would know what i mean. lol
Uh...
Alvina, Judith, Xu han and Leta are really great people!
...should i get a manicure before exams, or after? hmmmm but then i'll be busy..
what should i eat tomorrow?
Yup. these are the thoughts running through my head nowadays. well, random thoughts. not just specifically these. i know i should be studying butttttttt, ... i really dont know.
well! there will be a family gathering tomorrow! i cant wait!
...i should really be studying right now.
well the main purpose of writing this blog post was well.. nothing!
i just felt like it, [inspiration!] after 3 hours of
Nigahiga [Ryan] and
communitychannel [Natalie] on YouTube and i must say, my afternoons have just suddenly become way waaay more interesting. [when im at home, at least.]
I feel happy. Like, when i first started watching communitychannel i was just thinking.. "Hey this girl's nasty..." but after awhile i realise.. she's actually funny and pretty smart! and then she did this video on Katy17 [or something] and i checked out HER videos and ... i must say. all she does [or going for her] is look hot.
and if im not a guy...... i just dont get the point of her videos.
or maybe it's just me.
Like i said... my opinions are uniquely me. x)
Well, i love Xu han, Leta, Alvina and Judith!
...and sashimi with mayo! caramel macchiatos! ..doing Math!!
i dont know.
i should really be studying.
RIGHT.
I'LL STUDY RIGHT AFTER DISCIPLESHIP. AND A NICE HOT SHOWER.
4 HOURS OF INTENSE STUDYING IS BETTER THAN 10 HOURS OF TRYING TO STUDY. RIGHT?!Later! <3
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
im angry.
and i dont like it.
i just dont feel it's fair....
and i wanna scream with frustration.
but.. im not supposed to.
so i get MADDER because i cant let go of my anger.
ridiculous... >__<
me, that is.
And well,
im worried about next semester.
and my current grades.
i hate this.
i miss Cale.
..when he's not in Cale land.
i wish he didnt go there.
i wish he just stayed put in reality. ):
Sometimes, i miss them.
i wish things didnt turn out the way it did.
well, not really, just.. well that they can SEE.
i wish there was an alternative route, so they could be saved.
i wish they were less stubborn.
But....
wishing doesnt get you anywhere.
and when i look at my life right now.
Hey, actually im really blessed. :)the best thing / person / event / ANYTHING in my life right now is
God.
i have a good mother, my siblings dont give me trouble, my dog is adorable.
my teachers dont hate me, i like school [the actual building and subject, not people]
my assignments are done, i still have JCG, i have VFC, i have my lovely Net group, i have BEC, i have Power teens, i have my lovely tuition students, i have my best friend the Bible, my bed is comfy, i have a nice house, my family isnt in financial trouble, my neighbourhood is peaceful, Singapore isnt undergoing disasters like other countries, i still have one of the two blessings God sent me when i was in need of friends: Cale, i have great cousins, i have awesome godparents and godbrother, my grandmother is.. cute, my family is all-in-all pretty good shape right now, i love mornings, i love everyday because everyday is a miracle and gift God gave to us, i love clouds, i love rain, i love many other things
and did i mention i love God? :)
and so.. when i look at my post and count my blessings.
Hey.. im really blessed. :)
so what if i dont have best friends?
or a lover i can count on?
or team mates i can REALLY work with?
i still have friends.
i still have a hawt crush. [xD]
i still have reasonable team mates.
but most importantly,
i still have
God!
look to
Abraham, Moses and Paul!
yes!
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you.
Won't let nobody hurt you.
I'll stand by you.
Take me in into your darkest hour.
And I'll never desert you.
I'll stand by you.i know you will, God.
that's why you're just so awesome like that. :)
Saturday, May 8, 2010
For sound advice is a beacon,
good teaching is a light,
moral discipline is a life path.Proverbs 06:23
(The Message)
Friday, May 7, 2010
you know, i havent blogged in awhile.
and alot of things have happened.
im currently sooo busy.. it's getting hard to cope! >__<
i've been falling sick too..
Well, ...Sticky died on the 3rd of May, 2010.
REST IN PEACE, DEAR STICKY.
I'LL MISS YOU.
YOU ARE THE BEST HAMSTER ANYONE COULD EVER HAVE.Also,
i felt like i should share this..
"
You'll be built solid, grounded in righteousness,
far from any trouble - nothing to fear!
far from terror - it won't even come close!
If anyone attacks you,
don't for a moment, suppose that i sent them,
And if any should attack,
nothing will come of it.
I create the blacksmith who fires up his forge
and makes a weapon designed to kill.
I also create the destroyer - but no weapon that can hurt you has ever been forged.
Any accuser who takes you to court will be dismissed as a liar.
This is what God's servants can expect.
I'll see to it that everything works out for the best."
God's Decree."Isaiah 54:14-17
(The Message)"
Your Redeemer God says:
"I left you, but only for a moment.
Now, with an enormous compassion, I'm bringing you back.
In an outburst of anger I turned my back on you -
but only for a moment.
It's with lasting love
that I'm tenderly caring for you."
Isaiah 54:7-8
(The Message)jumbled the verses a little,
but they made alot of sense to me this way! ^____^
God is seriously, love!
