Thursday, June 10, 2010
i'm on the road to recovery! yay!
hummmm.
Xu han, Alvina, Judith, Leta and i went to Jurong Point yesterday.
we had Subway... and then we watched
Shrek: Forever After.
3.5 stars
Why? cause well.. it has the same feel of Shrek [the first one] but.. i mean logically speaking it should be 4 stars like the first one but i guess since it has the same feeling or something it doesn't seem special anymore? i don't know.. but it is definitely a great improvement from the third one!
and today,
we sent Judith off!
she went back to Indonesia. );
we'll miss her till she comes back!
then Xu Han, Alvina and i went to Coffee Bean & Tea Leaves.. and then Fish & Co to chill.
yeah.. two restaurants. we sure have an appetite for food! ;D
hummm and then when we left, i left my wallet behind!
so we rushed back to find it and well...
thank God! i found it at the information counter.
...yeah after that it was pretty uninteresting. x)
you know, today as i was walking up the hill to home..
i suddenly realised something.
that i was angry.
angry at some of my online friends..
and i didn't realise it until now!
[yeah i think i've been angry for a couple of months!]
well i don't know.
it just hit me suddenly that...
i did not do anything wrong.
and yet you know.. somehow the blame is always being pushed to me.
or they just run off without saying a word!
and it's not just one person.. not two.. nu uh. but at least three!
[well, three that i can think of.]
i mean, that is the epitome of rudeness,
and it is extremely unreasonable indeed!
if i HAD done something wrong, wouldn't it be reasonable then, to tell me what i did wrong?
or if you just didn't like my face.. then well, tell me anyway..
that my face looks wrong!
at least then we've got it sorted out that you don't like my face, and we can stay on our own sides of the Internet.
i'm sure the Internet world is big enough to avoid you once i've clicked the icon:
Blocked.i really hate ranting like this.
i actually can't remember the last time i ranted!
well, on the Internet at least.
and it really feels depressing when they don't reply you.
now, i'm not an attention-seeker [i think.]
but you have to admit, it IS pretty depressing when a COLLECTIVE GROUP stops replying you.
and their reason?
they either don't reply to that too [go figure.]
or they just say it totally slipped their minds.
i mean.. seriously?!
then it brings me to the point of "
What if you really are the problem here?"
...which then brings me to a greater level of depression after listing my many flaws.
but well, i've sorted it out.
if you don't wanna talk to me, i'll ask the reason.
if you don't have a valid reason, [or don't even wanna reply!]
well.. so be it then.
your world doesn't touch mine until you decide one day that i'm fit to come under your glorious presence once again.
but till then,
I WON'T LET YOU BRING ME DOWN!
YEAHHH!!!!!!..great. now i feel like a sour puss.
peace out!
